Looking forward to the future...
People are so obsessed with age, and I believe it's a sign that they are afraid of death. I, however, look forward to turning 40, and I'm not afraid of death. Of course, I don't want to become very sick when I get older; I fear that I won't be able to take care of myself, and that nobody will come to visit me, but not death. I don't believe it's the end, and therefore I have no reason to be afraid.
I've always been able to relate more to those older than me and I've never had a lot of friends my age. Unfortunately there is a lot more age discrimination than one might think. A 40+ person rarely look at me the same way they would at someone in their own age group; even after showing that I'm more mature, and smarter than most 25-year olds; and sometimes even 40+. If I were to fall for person over the age of 40, I would probably hear arguments such as: "You deserve to be with someone your own age", or "I'm too old for you", etc. But I bet you they won't be able to explain why.
Why should I look for my life partner in an age group I never got along with in the first place? What makes you too old (or me too young)? Have I not proved myself responsible, smart, mature? I don't want to party in clubs, or sleep around (anymore ;) ). All I want is a job that I like, a man that I love, a house and at least one child (but I want a big family).
In 4 months I will turn 25 years old. I've come a long way and I've done a lot of growing; especially the past 5 years. I've gone through hell and came out of it older and wiser. Unlike many people; I learn from my mistakes and also from other peoples' mistakes.
Losing the point here. :) I want to be there, on my 40th birthday, with children, husband, house, a few pets, and loving friends. I want a few wrinkles; it gives a person personality, it's a sign that they have been living, and most of all; it's human! That's why I find men (and women) in their late 30's, 40's, 50's, and sometimes even 60's, to be the most beautiful people.
I would love to photograph (if I was good at it) a very wrinkly old woman topless; tastefull of course, artsy, not pornographic! Just a big smile and lots of courage! What a beautiful piece of art that would be, and how inspiring for the future!
I've always been able to relate more to those older than me and I've never had a lot of friends my age. Unfortunately there is a lot more age discrimination than one might think. A 40+ person rarely look at me the same way they would at someone in their own age group; even after showing that I'm more mature, and smarter than most 25-year olds; and sometimes even 40+. If I were to fall for person over the age of 40, I would probably hear arguments such as: "You deserve to be with someone your own age", or "I'm too old for you", etc. But I bet you they won't be able to explain why.
Why should I look for my life partner in an age group I never got along with in the first place? What makes you too old (or me too young)? Have I not proved myself responsible, smart, mature? I don't want to party in clubs, or sleep around (anymore ;) ). All I want is a job that I like, a man that I love, a house and at least one child (but I want a big family).
In 4 months I will turn 25 years old. I've come a long way and I've done a lot of growing; especially the past 5 years. I've gone through hell and came out of it older and wiser. Unlike many people; I learn from my mistakes and also from other peoples' mistakes.
Losing the point here. :) I want to be there, on my 40th birthday, with children, husband, house, a few pets, and loving friends. I want a few wrinkles; it gives a person personality, it's a sign that they have been living, and most of all; it's human! That's why I find men (and women) in their late 30's, 40's, 50's, and sometimes even 60's, to be the most beautiful people.
I would love to photograph (if I was good at it) a very wrinkly old woman topless; tastefull of course, artsy, not pornographic! Just a big smile and lots of courage! What a beautiful piece of art that would be, and how inspiring for the future!
Kommentarer
Trackback
